Feel free to send me an ask! I don't bite, I'm just a little shy. uwu
……….. I just remembered I managed to find all of my old Flandre Scarlet cosplay, save the shoes and wings which both broke.
I have a blond wig, and a long extension that if I pin correctly under the hat, could look like a ponytail
I could re-wear little miss Scarlet again if I manage to get new shoes & remake those wings. That…. that might be more do-able than making a whole new costume atm. Plus I always loved being Flandre— only going to small cons it was a real treat to have people run up to me excited to see a 2hu. = v=
… I’m gonna go try it on to see if it still fits… it was my first homemade costume back in early high school so
holy shit that’s a lot;;; aahhh given that it’s like 2am I’ll only do a few and then I’m heading to bed
Keep on kiddo, kick high school’s ass and get somewhere with yourself and that youtube thing. Go do something with yourself unlike I’m doing.
Dear future me,
Even as I say this in a sleepy, half-awake state, we can do this. Look at that Doppio picture we did— the Florence pictures, hell even the first Illuso one. Look at how we’ve been progressing even just this year. I know we have a habit of stressing out late at night about art, what we’re gonna do for a job, IF we’ll get a job in the industry, etc. Please just… please try to stay positive. I say it with hesitance because I’m not sure how I’ll feel tomorrow even, but I’m really sure we can get there, or somewhere, if we keep trying.
Since I know you like to pop on occasionally and check my blog, maybe you’ll see this. Thank you again. I know it’s probably at least a little frustrating trying to push and nudge me to start learning to drive, and I really do want to just jump at the thought and go learn…. but you know it’s hard, and really thank you for not forcing it. I’m trying, I really am. It’s just really hard.
These fucking gay ass Italian assassins are ruining my life. This fucking trashbag doctor and his assistant are also ruining my life.
Why are all these characters I shouldn’t like my favorites?
Why have you thrown me into gay mafia hell?
What did I do to deserve this?
I will write about the following, leave one in my ask box.
Dear person I hate,
Dear person I like,
Dear ex boyfriend,
Dear ex girlfriend,
Dear ex bestfriend,
Dear future me,
Dear past me,
Dear person I’m jealous of,
Dear person I had a crush on,
Dear [insert URL here],
Dude this sounds fun
ngl I don’t care if most people didn’t like it, I absolutely loved Madonna’s ‘Hard Candy’ album. It’s different, but that’s what I really love about it. And ‘4 Minutes’ & ‘Voices’ are two of my favorite songs from it, and whatever one had Kanye in it I can’t remember offhand.